What a day off.......

Well today i felt like a wreak cause i ran out of my pain med. I felt so horrible so i emailed my doc a few days early and asked for a refill. I waited for hours and was wondering when my doctor would call because she always calls. This is what i always get from her but do i get that this time oh hell no i got the email back this time so i waited an extra few hours. I was like OK what if she emailed me so i checked and i was like to quote the greatest of wise men "DOH!!" so i told tany that i had to go out and she was like whats wrong and i told her that i got my refills and she just started to say "Thank you Jesus" mostly because she doesn't like to see me in pain but also cause I'm an irritable son of a bitch when I'm in pain and i tend to freak out and lash out allot. Unfortunately she gets the major blast of the anger and frustration from me. I'm very impossible to live with when I'm in pain. The pain is so bad having what i have which is spinal stenosis is hell. its something that well i wouldn't like to see anybody have and i have to say doctors are all dumb asses because there more worried of losing their licences due to people who are drug addicts or just scum. i understand they have to pay for the insurance for there boats and there brand new camaros. I understand that doctors need to have that new 65 thousand dollar car or bike or new condo in downtown San Diego. Hey i know San Diego is expensive to live in oh wait i live here too and i don't make a doctors wage.

Look i understand doctors don't want to loose what they worked for so many yrs. I just wish that there was a way to plug into the doctor so he or she can feel what I'm feeling and maybe they can go oh my goodness you really are in pain here you go have your meds and maybe here I'm going to give you a stronger med for now etc. etc. etc. For those of you who don't know what spinal stenosis is its a condition that affects the spine by narrowing the inner part of your spine. Mine is in my lower back which has affected me so badly that when I'm without the meds. Its crippling i hate it. when I'm feeling OK I'm a juggernaut.

waiting for taxes to come back.

Well were here waiting for the word from our tax preparation guy. If last year is any indication of whats to come then were in for a good return. First and foremost we have to pay all the bills we have slightly piled up. Most people say they will use there return to do this but most dont......us we really have no choice. But for us we really have no choice due to in part that we have some pretty hefty debt but it is manageable for sure and we have a really good strong chance of having money left over and we have a perfect plan for what we want if there is enough money left and that's a new Net book for us to use that way i don't have to borrow our roommates laptop when i need to be in bed. Its very convenient to have a laptop and this net book we want is very small and very well loaded with goodies web cam mic plenty of extras like windows 7 is included and well its very light weight especially compared to the laptop I'm on right now. plus it generates way less heat. i cant wait it will be used to hook up to our flat panel when we want to watch movies that we download off the net. now that's useful. there's nothing better than items that are functional.......who's with me.

Looking forward to my vacation

I cant wait till Feb when i get a cool 5 days off and get to just hang out with my little woman ahhhh. just be there and relax nothing else but hang out with the little woman. hopefully we have some cash to do a little something fun by then maybe we might get our tax refund and pay off the bills and if we have a good amount left then we might get our new laptop we have wanted for a while now. i really want to do something nice and romantic with my girl as well that weekend is valentines day weekend but that's a different blog all together.

Work nights are really rough some nights

Last night was pretty rough for a wed/Thursday morning. As soon as i got to work last night wooohooo. People needing medical assistance and some dirt bag stealing peoples tickets its a rough night when its that bad and its not even a weekend night. The worst part of it is i work at a casino where your supposed to have fun and maybe even win some cash but that also attracts sometimes some pretty bad people to come to the casino and see if they can find left over tickets or ask for cash off people that are doing well on the machines or tables. Those kinds of people we kick out as fast as we can prove that there doing something wrong of you know what i mean. Oh well.

Crazy people dont surprise me anymore

So late last night we were all sitting around watching a good movie on tv. Well we were allmost through the whole movie when all of a sudden we heard a loud slamming outside the front door and turned out it was a drunken punker girl. She was extreemly disoriented and confused and was looking for some guy named stevie who she was in my complex with. She was confused and started to pound on my neighbores door. The guy she was looking for was a white guy and my neighbores are black. My girl wanted me to take her home and i was like crap. so i took her home and she ended up barfing when she got out the car and we were crossing the street. after that i got her into her trailer park and then got her to her trailer and then she allmost fell again on her strairs. the hole time she was crying cause she was soounding like a suicide case it was bad. but after i got her home she managed to get in and then i walked away. what a night.

Bills what a world......

So last night i got a call from my cable company which i have been making payments because my bill got big for some unknown reason. Well i was talking to an account specialist for my bill when i mentioned i don't know how my bill got so out of hand. Then the assistant told me calmly "well you have been ordering allot of pay per view adult movies" I was like "WHAT!!!!!?????" well it turns out that somebody has been ordering those kinds of movies. they had verified the box serial number and they stated that the movies where ordered through the cable box itself. i was perplexed because i know it wasn't me or my roommate. hell i know my roommate watches porn but hes too much of a cheapskate to pay for porn and well why pay for it when you can download it free off the Internet. I mean who orders porn off cable anymore when we have free porn off the Internet please!!! Well after much debate and talking to a customer service supervisor she removed the newest 13 movies that were charged to our account which added up to 174.95 which brought our bill considerably down. so the next time you get a large bill don't waste your time talking to the regular employee who has very limited power talk to the supervisor who can do something about it. Only then can you have something really done for you.

away for too long

I havent used my blog in a while well lets face it i opened it and didnt use it again. well im going to try and keep it up a little more. well in the last 4 months i have had a few things go wrong. the cars breaks are bad and the tire is leaking and to top it off it started to over heat and it could be the thermostat and or both the water pump. so taxes will be our saving grace this year. Our big hope in our little but tough family that there is enough money left over after the important things get paid to get a new little bad ass net book from dell. its a dell mini 10 i love it its gonna be pricy but hey in the long run it will be worth it. cant wait till we order it and get it in. first thing we need for it though is an external cd/dvd drive burner and a copy of norton anti virus so yeah. cant wait.

love my baby gothictany